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6/26/2006 10:37:00 PM

sobs


Grow up please.

Gosh.



6/26/2006 01:04:00 AM

20060618
my hands are itchy


I said in my previous post i wanna buy something to reward myself, but i failed!!! Sobs.

Had been seeing quite alot of things i fancy, but they are either quite expensive or i already have quite alot of it and i shouldnt buy. BOOHOOHOO.

Hmmm.. i feel like buying another bag (which i believe i will get killed by my mum and sis, so forget abt it? aiya i also dunno), a necklace, a bracelet, more more more bottoms (seriously i need this), hmm what else... save money for my new handphone. HAHA.

Kinda hard for me to go shopping next week. Working almost every weekday. Nvm.. i need to earn more money.

I want to eat cakes!!!! I had sold so many cakes today due to Father's Day and i so so feel like eating cakes. However, i dont think i wanna spend my money on cakes, which are FATTENING. SOBS!! I will be seeing more cakes tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. AHH!

Opps. I almost forget that there are MST. What? That means i need to study next week? I think im so lost in my school work already. Let's see how i die two weeks later. YAY.

Lala.. going back to school again tomorrow. Hey i thought it is term break? -shakes head-

Be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy. Give him more freedom.



I'm happy.



6/18/2006 11:47:00 PM

20060616
Gonna miss filming


I was so busy with filming this whole week, monday filming school, tuesday filming at Chinese Garden and Toa Payoh, wednesday go school argue, and today, filming in a room we rented outside at a super discounted price.

And yay!!! Finally we had finished filming our vidp!!!!! I had a great sense of achievement. Okie, i feel that everything turns out better than expected. After some days working with each other, i personally think that we can cooperate well. 帮来帮去咯!

Hopefully our video turns out pretty good. Wanna thank our actress, Evon, who acted so well and sacrificed her study time for us. Thank you! Oh well, i noe she wun be reading this, but im really feeling so thankful. And her mother too!!! Her mother is so so SO helpful and damn nice to us. So guilty. Heee.. she's really a nice mother.

Awwww.. somehow i feel that i am going to miss filming. I know i keep complaining that i am sick of video production, but somehow, i think i will miss it. Very 不舍得. This time may be really the last time im doing filming, and this may be the last video i am producing. Hopefully i wont regret taking design instead of visual effects. I kinda like both. Sobs.

I realised how important it is to be happy. When you are happy in doing the things you are interested in, you will enjoy doing it. However, if you are unhappy in doing the things you are interested in, soon you will lost interest in it. Hmm.. am i making sense? Hahahhas. Im forever contradicting.

Okokok... im so tired. Im aching all over now. Stupid video equipments are freaking heavy. And, i spent so much on taxi fares. Still, wanna spend some money on myself as a reward. HAHA.

Good night!



6/16/2006 12:42:00 AM

20060612
eeks


AHhh im tired!

Worked the whole day. Reached home and noticed there are so many work to be done. And i cant believe im doing so damn many stuffs.

I think the others are already sleeping.

How fair.



6/12/2006 02:07:00 AM

20060611
just a question


Is there anyone on this earth, who...

- has not felt sad before
- has not cried before
- has not felt unhappy before
?

I guess majority people hope to be that 'anyone'.



6/11/2006 12:57:00 AM

20060609
i feel good! daladaladalada!


EWWWWW.. i think dramas we see on tv always have lousy ending. They always end at love story, and is either, i choose you, or i choose him, you two choose me, i dun wan you two that kind of rubbish.

So i find it rather disappointing when i watch every episodes of the drama, yet i get a rubbish ending. Now i understand TOTALLY why my lecturer said ending of the story is important. i find the ending usually is the one that leaves the most impression on you.

Anyway today is a lucky day. Met a great guy who gave us SPECIAL discount, and that really helps alot. And, im a lucky girl!! Im feeling happy today. Seems rare these few months and weeks actually.

Yep. I think blogs are getting more and more interesting. There are so many topics revolving around it and people are discussing and debating on it. Who had thought this day will happen when blogs started years ago and got popular among the teenagers? Initially, everyone just think they that can have a diary ONLINE, which is like, hey it is so cool! No more writing, it's all typing! And hey! I can design my own diary! However, i feel blogging is getting more and more dangerous~

Ah well. I guess everyone just has to be responsible for what they say.



6/09/2006 10:33:00 PM

20060607
oh help


Woahhh~~ i didnt notice that there are so much work until last night. WTH. When school reopens, it is time i put my foot into a coffin. SOOO many assignments due almost at the same time! @_@

I dont see the need to blog anymore. It is talking about school, school and more school. Ewwww. School is starting to pollute my blog.

I wanna stop time and have a good night sleep. Couldnt sleep last night with my brain busy thinking about things. My eyes are tired, but my brain are busy. AHHH. They are not cooperating! Arghhh.. worse thing was, i kept thinking of unhappy things. BLEHH! Is my life really that ):? Pukex!

Aiya. Im blogging now because i dont feel like doing VIDP. I had done it since 11am for 7+ hours! BOOHOO. However, im feeling kinda glad that filming going to start next week, and hoho~!! End of assignment 02. YAY! Then will only be left with editing which i kinda enjoy doing. =D

AHHH!! Without noticing, im talking about schoolwork again. Maybe i should close this polluted blog. ):



6/07/2006 12:52:00 AM

20060605
feel like giving up


It's a long day, it's a long night. i'm tired.





im hungry.


im physically and emotionally strained.


i need a rest.


i need to breathe.


i need to sleep.



6/05/2006 02:58:00 AM

20060604
i no like my l*******s


SO UNFAIR!!



6/04/2006 12:50:00 AM

20060603
finally time to breathe?


Yay!! Finally done with animation! No more keyframes, no more function curve, no more edit and make even more errors.

Im disappointed with my animation. Due to editing last minute as many people have the same idea as me, i deleted some of my keyframes accidentally with resulted in errors in my animation. Worse thing is that, i only realised them when im about to hand up my assignment. How sucky can i get?

Forget about it. Ah well, it's over! Yay! Hahahas.. but very soon, i will be rushing assignment 2. Sobs.

On a ligher note, it's e-learning week! Okok.. nothing to be happy about it. So many things to be done during that stupid week. However, good things lie behind. There are two weeks of holiday for us! Hoho!!! I can sleep!! Besides that, on these two weeks, i have to work, do filming, edit my video and revise for exams. AHHHHHH!! Okok... i shall remove the first four words of this paragraph.

We only had one day to decide on our electives. I was hesitating to take Visual Effects or Design and Aesthetic. I could not make up my mind to the extent that i was even thinking of taking IGRA, which is a programming module. BUT, I am not talented at programming.

VIDP makes me sick of filming. Maybe due to it being a group work. I dislike this semester's group work. Im never happy in it. All assignments in Visual Effects are group based, first thing i though of it is, SICKENING. Opps. Hhahaas... therefore in the end i chose Design and Aesthetics. I hope i can do well.. though i think quite tough as i always have no concepts.

Hais. Im tired with school. Dunno why.. last time im so enthusiatic about life in poly. Im so happy in year 1. However, it doesnt seem so in year 2. Hais.. good luck to me.

Yawns!!!



6/03/2006 11:11:00 PM