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-smiles-
IM BACK IM BACK!!! -jumps around-
Heex... the killing weeks and sleepless nights are finally over. Im so, So, SO glad! The workload was so heavy. I couldnt take it anymore. I couldnt breathe at all. It was my first time feeling so stressed up to the extent I kept crying. Plus, 'those' things had to happen to me. I should learn to accept and how to handle it.
However, everything is over!! 
They are finally over....
Year two is really killing me. Plus, this is only semester one. I seriously hope next semester will be a better one, thou i doubt it would be any better. 
So, it is a must for me to enjoy myself fully and have enough rest this coming holiday. Heh heh!
However, guess i will be working almost everyday. Need some cash. Wanna buy handphone. N80 is a disappointment for me after using a few days, for there are way too many bugs in it. Terrible. Though i like it alot, but i couldnt stand a phone with so many bugs. Later i angry and throw it into the toilet bowl and flush how? -lame- Hahas~
I kept telling people i wanna quit, but it seemed like it is getting more and more impossible. There are seriously lack of workers and i dunno how to resign to my boss. I think it is so cruel to leave now, especially when their full-time worker had quitted. Sobs. Seriously, i dunno what to do.
No choice? Guess i had to wait till they managed to hire a few more workers. Hais.
Thursday is my web programming paper, yet i had not studied yet. I kept telling myself to study but i just couldnt. I had not recovered from the tiredness of schoolwork. Hais. I dont wanna dieee!! Im so lost for this module. Blame on myself. I didnt concentrate in lectures, and i didnt do the practicals. I gave up. Sobs. There goes my initial aim of a distinction. I should already laugh if i manage to get a D. How 可悲.
Anyway, finished watching the korean drama 宫 within two days. IT IS SOOO NICE!! So sweet, so heart-breaking that i kept crying. -stares at mirror with swollen eyes- heex.. i love sweeet love story. Watch it if you have the chance guys! Heee..
Oki dokie, shall try to study. I hope i dont fall asleep. HOHO! ^oo^v
8/15/2006 11:28:00 PM
Claire
