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please, leave us alone.
Out with my laopo and ah ma. =) Just a simple lunch is fun enough. Hee.. went to Comex after that and to my surprise, there were not alot of people. At least i can still walk on my own and do not have to follow the crowd. =D Saw alot of things to buy, but i am way too broke! =S Overspent like siao. Ahhhh!!
So... what i would like to buy in Comex are...
1) An additional 4GB Memory Stick
2) 3.5" 500GB Hard Disk
3) An acceptable webcam
4) USB Cooling Pad
Eh... should be nothing else. HAHA. But i've bought none of them. WAH. I'm good at controlling huh? =P Well... those things are really... expensive. x.x All of them add up to around $340? -screams-
Ok.. sorry i'm going to complaint again. Haha. Not really complain.. but just to note it down so i'll make sure i remember this forever.
Things are supposed to be this way...
But because of
FAME and
REPUTATION, things became like this.
Seriously, i think things should end. Just end it. END IT.
Actually, I have to thank you for letting me know how realistic the society is. How everyone cares about fame and reputation. How people backstabbed others for their own advantages.
I know you had always been wondering why we get the project. You had been suspecting our strengths and capabilities. I know you had been biased against us. But... must you do this to hurt us? And seriously, you don't have to put on a mask to hide what you are thinking, cos, even with the mask, we know what's on your mind.
People just remembered what you had said and done wrongly, which might hurt the reputation of *, but, have anyone thought of how much light we had brought to *?
Who can we confide to? Who can we trust? Who will not mis-interpret what we mean? Who will listen and understand us?
I love *, but i feared the darkness in *.
I dont like people like this to be around me. Lucky you are someone whom i am not close to. I do not have to see you anymore. I am so glad. But if things do not end well, i am not going to leave it. It will not be fair to everyone.
Hai. As i said, you are someone i am not close to. But someone i used to be close to had changed to much till i dunno her anymore. She became so realistic, all she cares about are credits, grades, everything that is of her advantage, and not friendship anymore. I have no idea why she had changed so much... up to the extent that I felt so disgusted. Argh. I dont like this. I felt guilty for saying the word 'disgusted', but, seriously, that's how i felt.
i miss the old her.
Alrighty, my China OITP had been confirmed. I am going to ship 7 weeks of cup noodles to China. HAHAHA. =P
So will be flying over to China for 7 weeks in December, while in October, will be having my local itp in NIE. I am still unsure what i am going to do there, heard from my lecturer that will be doing some design, authoring and video... those multimedia development stuffs, well.. hopefully i'll get to learn there. xD
Again dear laopo, think positively. Things will be alright. Just try not to cross each other's paths. I will always be here to listen to you! ((:
Oki.. it's time to sleep. I've got so much things on my mind, so stressed, so lost. Rahhhsss!
9/08/2007 03:06:00 AM
Claire
